 
  Review by
        Benjamin Poole
  Directed by: Sav Rodgers
  Featuring: Kevin Smith, Guinevere Turner, Joey Lauren Adams, Scott Mosier, Sav
      Rodgers, Andrew Ahn, Kevin Willmott
 
    
      It's always embarrassing looking back. Finding an old CD in your attic of
      a band that you'd never knowingly listen to now, someone reminding you of
      a mad opinion you held way back when, bygone diaries which focus
      obsessively on people you can barely remember today: what were you like,
      eh? I'm here to say, embrace the awkwardness! The discomfort means that
      life has moved on, and you along with it: "growth," as they say.
      Kevin Smith gets it. In the opening of
      Chasing Chasing Amy, Sav Rodgers' fan documentary about the phenomena of said '90s
      indie flick, he has the genuine grace to remark in wonder that the
      documentarian is still "saying good things about
      Chasing Amy in 2020"-!
    
      Like Wu-Tang, Movie Waffler is for the kids, so here's a quick
      primer/reminder. 1997's Chasing Amy was the third film by
      indie-filmmaker Kevin Smith, a romantic comedy with sociological ambitions
      which was seen as a return to form following Smith's disastrous second
      film (and let's not forget that debut Clerks was incendiary
      - I mean, not as an evergreen film, nobody could sit through it now, but
      as a triumph of creativity, determination and showing what could be done
      if you were hard working and focussed and wanted it enough). It focused on
      Ben Affleck being in a relationship with an ostensibly sort-of-gay woman
      whose sexual history turns out to surpass his, and he gets angry about it.
      Controversial at the time and since for its supposedly cavalier LGBTQ+
      portrayals, FWIW this is my take on the film: I still find it an
      uncomfortable watch, but for the right reasons, i.e., its unflinching
      portrayal of cringe inducingly recognisable male insecurity and
      entitlement, which the film criticises. Yes, Chasing Amy is
      clumsy, but not hateful, and as adults we should perhaps understand that
      representation is not always endorsement or intended as a universal
      statement. Today, where we have lots of gay characters whose sexuality is
      incidental and not a driving aspect of the plot (like Jasmin Savoy Brown
      in the new Screams, a franchise which Kevin Smith once starred in, say),
      it's easy to forget how rare the portrayals in Chasing Amy, of gay characters that are relatively detailed and sympathetic, must
      have been.

      It was certainly a big deal for Rodgers, who, as a child Ben Affleck
      fanatic (!), happened upon a VHS of said film. An adolescent coming to
      terms with their sexuality, for Rodgers the film was both a revelation and
      a balm (and further proof that when all is said and done the film probably
      did more good than harm). Chasing Amy had such an effect on
      Rodgers that he went and made a stirring Ted Talk about the film. Smith
      himself, God bless him, reached out to Rodgers (as did Affleck, fair
      play), a contact which set in motion this documentary, which extends the
      Ted Talk into an exploration of the film and also, mainly, explores the
      lasting impression it had on the Generation Z Rodgers.
    
      The access Rodgers achieves is impressive. Chiefly, there is Smith
      himself, who as ever comes across as an earnest, sentimental and cuddly
      old stoner (I like him, so what) full of love and encouragement for fans.
      Chipping in are film critics (my invite got lost in post, etc), other
      filmmakers, and stars of the film. Sadly, no Affleck (whose star persona
      of privileged, strong jawed basic bros, often knowingly portrayed like in
      Gone Girl or Batman v Superman: Dawn of Justice, was cemented in Chasing Amy and it would have been
      interesting to hear his take), but we do get Joey Lauren Adams (and
      how!).
    
      More contentious analyses of Chasing Amy are led by
      Guinevere Turner, writer/star of Go Fish, an objectively better film than the similarly humble and monochrome
      Clerks (serendipitously, I mentioned
      Go Fish the other week in my
      Fremont
      review: consistency). Go Fish and Clerks were
      on the same festival circuit, and the young filmmakers behind both
      breakout films bonded and hung out, with Smith, it is implied, developing
      a curiosity about Turner's sexuality and Clerks producer
      Scott Mosier's crush on her: the scene in Chasing Amy about
      how to define lesbian sex is, according to Turner, a previous conversation
      lifted verbatim from this era. The disputation, which reviews from 1997
      openly accuse the film of, is that the film plays to the "straight white
      community" and packages LGBTQ+ characters for that audience, a defining
      aspect of the film not helped by the manner in which Alyssa helplessly
      denounces her God given gayness for straight bloke Holden.

      Is it worth getting het up about the out-of-date ideologies of a film from
      over a quarter of a century ago? Perhaps not. And so, in order to lend
      weight to the film, the documentary is correlated with Rodgers' decision
      to come out as trans, and the ongoing relationship with his girlfriend. A
      side note: it's not for me to stereotype, but in firm opposition to the
      Helen Joyce vile school of transphobia, it seems clear to me that Rodgers,
      a female to male transexual, was obviously male all along. He obsesses
      over minutiae of pop culture specific to him, he forces his interests and
      totem texts onto his partner and, most tellingly, to him all of this
      Really Matters. This is what men do. Mind you, not all of us make
      documentaries about it, but we are prone to posting rambling social media
      diatribes/film reviews. Sav just goes that bit further.
    
      I'm all for young love and people getting together, but, and apologies,
      when all is said and done it is quite the quotidian phenomenon and not
      necessarily the stuff of feature documentaries. Could this be a
      generational fashion, a Gen Z urge to record and broadcast something just
      because it is happening to them? It's sweet and lovely, but, yeah, so
      what? (Perhaps it is a bit coercive, too, that Rodgers asks his partner,
      an absolute darling, to marry him on camera. So intimate...). More
      interesting is Rodgers coming out and, as the film is put together over
      the succeeding months, his developing transition. Inspiringly, Rodgers'
      transition is presented as uncomplicated, in the sense that people are
      universally accepting, and Rodgers is excited at the process and visibly
      happier and more comfortable in himself at the end of the film. And it's
      all thanks to Kevin Smith and his muddled attempts to forge a constructed
      narrative out of Joey Lauren Adams' intimidating sexual history (not
      really, but I suppose the association implies a causality). Good for him.
    
      The most interesting aspect of Chasing Chasing Amy however,
      and the reason I recommend this film, is the presence of the astounding
      Joey Laurence Adams. What a woman. We first meet her in a joint interview
      with Smith, with the filmmaker being cutely apologetic for the manner in
      which Alyssa is constructed (he is open about the film essentially being a
      treatise on the then romantic relationship between him and Adams), where
      Adams smiles along gamely but with a definite reluctance in her body
      language. Because the imperial Miramax era will forever be tainted by its
      association with the studio head, a convicted rapist and repudious emblem
      of the time's patriarchal toxicity, which bro-centric films like
      Chasing Amy were, like it or lump it, a product of...

      And thus, when she is interviewed herself, Joey Lauren Adams goes IN on
      Chasing Amy, in on Kevin Smith, in on the film industry and, yikes, even in on
      little Sav himself. She questions why he is so hung up on the film, why he
      even wants to talk to her, and articulates a "weird energy exchange"
      between them. It is devastating and also a blunt meta-veto of fan
      fixation. It's a little unfair to the kid, really, but it is utterly
      riveting in the same way that violence is (when Adams asks what Sav wants
      from her he heartbreakingly replies, "I dunno, perhaps we can be
      friends"). Adams broadens her invective towards the industry which treated
      her like a "piece of meat" and a "whore." It is an invigoratingly
      discomfiting revelation of the real-life sexual exploitation occurring
      beyond the risqué confines of Smith's films and neither the documentary
      nor the documentarian quite recovers from it.
    
      Context is everything, and it is impossible to imagine
      Chasing Amy "as is" made today. It is a film made then, in direct opposition to
      Chasing Chasing Amy which is, with a genesis dependent upon
      social and viral media and its involuntary examination of the sort of fan
      culture which Kevin Smith films catalysed, a film that could only be made
      now. Watching the documentary with its throw-back clips to the '90s, it is
      bittersweet to see Smith, initially an iconoclastic independent filmmaker,
      with his career now so dependent on nostalgia and regurgitating various
      reiterations of those earlier films (the last one I saw featured someone
      having sex with a donkey, so I'm unsure if the subsequent entries into the
      canon have the same social relevance as Chasing Amy. Update - I texted a mate of mine who is a fan, and he says that Smith's
      He-Man Netflix show has a progressive ideology - thanks Adam). Is it
      possible that a director newly minted would still inspire such a fervent
      fan following? To misquote a song from that era featuring yet another sex
      abuser: my heart hopes so, but my mind is telling me no. Perhaps the most
      poignant aspect of Chasing Chasing Amy is how the
      documentary itself is a hark back to a time when films and filmmakers were
      seen as special and exciting, a time when movies did actually matter to
      people.
    
     
     
